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As I start writing this blog post, I strongly feel that I writing something which is against my beliefs but very much aligned to the views of most of my closest friends...

Wondering what I am talking about???

It is about dealing things all by yourself !!!

When I feel low or negative about anything these days I find it hard to get hold of a person to share my worries because they are not available when I need them due to various reasons whether it might be my second elder sister living in a different time zone or my close friends occupied with their own complexities in life 😊

Today I remember the words which Yamini keeps telling me always..."ONLY YOU CAN HELP YOURSELF". I feel it is high time I should take those words seriously in my life and start working towards it...

But at the same time I remember reading an article from The Hindu couple of months back which which highlights the fact that "Sharing our feelings with others who are supportive may help us see the irrationality underlining our thoughts. In addition, as we speak up, others may open up about their insecurities as well, which, in turn, may make us feel less alone"...

Conflicting views right??? Now I am thinking what should I do ?

Should I choose the way of handling things myself or Should I read the article's views differently and conclude that I don't have supportive people around me 😛 (My friends will kill me for this statement 🙈)

Thinking that there are no supportive people around me is not correct as I have many awesome friends who are always supportive... So let me choose the way of trying to handle things myself !!!

My Team

Past couple of days I somehow got into the feeling of remembering the days with my friends back then in college and comparing the days now... Also thought of writing the next version of "Busy Days Part IV" blog post :P, but felt my friends will kill me if I do so...

So for a change this time instead of bitching about my college & MACH friends as I always did in my "Busy Days I,II,III" posts, I want to write this post for sharing about "unofficial" friends [as I never acknowledged my official teammates as my friends :P]... 

I don't know if everyone will be as lucky as me to work with people who not only have great technical skills !!! but also are really down to earth and good at heart !!... One of the best teams I have worked till now... :) [ DON'T ask me how many total teams I have worked it is a very small number :P]

So here I present my TEAM :D

Set of very energetic and young folks with a special mention to our "ACTION HERO" :D :P...

I may not be able to mention each and every moment which made me feel very great and HIGH as I am not good at remembering things :P... 

These are the people who changed me from a calm and formal person to the most noisy person in the team...

 I feel very blessed when they show so much of care... They bunk lunches with their regular lunch mates to accompany me for lunch :D... They easily bring me back when I am low :)... They are the one's who cheer me up easily ....by annoying me by tickling when I on a serious conference call :P

Today I have easy conversations and debates with out hesitation and sometimes challenge the same person who taught me baby steps of technology when I was in internship just because he is down to earth and open :) Thanks to my first buddy /Mentor @ Microsoft!!!

It is just like in college today in office, we crack jokes by bulling each other and I think I win most of the times but I don't :P.... Its fun.. the same fun as in college :D :D :D 

When it comes to technical doubts and questions... I know I am "bacha" in front of the Mr.Perfect's in my team but still they patiently answer my lame questions :P Thanks for your patience !!!!!

I still have the same conversation on doubts regarding "Relationships" and "LOVE" in the same way as I used to in my college with my close friends,... now it is with the "Love Guru's" of my team.... Everyone is a champ in this subject... but still I am not convinced with the answers... need more clarity... may be few more discussions and I get that gyannn :P :P :P...This takes time as you all know learning from other's experience is not easy :P :P... [I am not chupa rustum but I pretend to be one :P]

I am happy today that I have really close friends who don't hesitate to grab my desk for a day and throw me to some other location ... Grrrr :@ not daily OK !! :P :P...

Ohh I forgot to make a mention of my another friend... highly technical and at the level of manager.. but still we both fight like Tom & Jerry... and worst part is when we argue or bully each other... my non-telugu friends in the team get pissed off as they don't get any idea of what is going on :P :P :P

                                         Thanks you TEAM AUTOBOTS :D :D :D

Signing off for today.... Mr.Vinala

PS: @MN: I know my language semantics / syntax is not good... later DON'T  bug me on the language.. I am not gonna edit my post :P